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Lame

Everyone talking about life. Life is like going to talk with others, sometimes gone to random talk or illustrated. But talk about the future is different. Some people talk about life is struggling, keep moving, looking forward and never lost hope or frowning the pass. Some quotes talk about if peeps born with poor, it isn't the fault. But when you die on your starving, it's your fault. In the growth economic like my country, life is gonna be wrong as for where are you from. Although born to be poor isn't matches or like the irony, and you must keep struggling harder at the time. Realizing how a couple of best friend who loans the time together. Even in the same sociality, but are a different condition of the family. Poor people get the hardest time already from the kids and become adult. Stigma in generation always is a matter to educate the kids. Realizing how the outcome gave the result of the strenuous family to become poor. I didn't ignore the story of success peop...

Another Reason to Stay

Stay as longest I would stay, wait until a second chance. Another reason means I have the first, they called it ambition. It's not decided to give overthinker. I just still have a walk pumping for tomorrow. It's different ways to get up and catch the ambitious. Wake up for my baseline ambition that was built up the first I decide. Getting hurt is worst. Still broken and fell out from other stairs. It's different when I fell from the run and walk. And I run. As fast as nevermind, I don't get enough for people to judge in my run (they call walk). Until you know about to keep running when it feels hurt. Also known from the bottom of fail and just still not giving up. Maybe tomorrow it has different ways. May Allah blessing for another try. So yea, it's raining inside. Never get well and fake it almost. So I can catch up, forgiving the different ways. And built other stairs. Realizing everyone has different stairs. I mean my stairs have given me a little bit up. When I...

NOTE 4

Duduk di mikrolet 16 dan bermain dengan pemikiran, kepulan asap masih mengantarkan kedalam renungan hal yang telah terjadi. Sunyimu hanya kau nikmati saja. Milikmu dan semua kekhawatiran akan hari esok. Harusnya tidak begitu, semua sudah diatur ada dan tidaknya, hari ini tersedia kesempatan atau dilain kesempatan. Ego dalam jemu tak kenal lelah mengganggu. Ramai yang mengantarkanku kedalam pemikiran yang dalam. Mungkin bisa dibilang sedikit gagu mengambil keputusan, atau lebih suka berputar di areaku saja. Tentang hidup adalah pilihan. Dan waktu terus berlalu dengan ejekan di masa lalu atau memberi harapan baru. Mungkin menyenangkan jadi terpandang. Dalam hal materi ataupun prestasi. Setiap orang diberi pilihan yang sama. Dan aku disini memilih untuk menjangkau diluar gelombangku. Banyak orang berlalu dan menginspirasi. Tentu bukan hanya omong kosong, inspirasi itu bisa menancap dan menjadi suatu langkah baru. Di ruang yang besar dan duduk bersama dengan gelombang, menyadarkanku akan ...